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[aid] => mick
[title] => My pain
[time] => 2008-02-08 16:06:31
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[bodytext] => So many others stand where I stand now Feeling the pull of responsibility Against the pull of what I want to be me, An internal struggle that tears me apart, Little by little until it gets to my heart, Then it just rips, shreds and devours, Leaving emptiness, anger and no sight of relief… How can wanting to be with you be asking too much? How can showing you that I love you every second of the day, be and infringement on those around me? How can others want to restrict me in holding you, kissing you, making love to you… How can ‘I love you’ be put into a box till another day… I want to be I want to love you Want to show you this all the time!!! But they did not ask for this either They need the bond and freedom to connect. Some things are more than they should see for now. Some things are more than they could bare for now. They also hurting, searching, and crying out. I have to do this. So the struggle continues in the depths of my being. And my mind plays games About what ifs and when… Expecting you to walk away And fade into the tears that fill my eyes, Expecting you to tell me That this is not for you, Cause I know its not Its not for me either But I have too I don’t have a choice They you hold my hand and tell me That you will never leave me And when I search in your eyes, I can see that you’re for real And you tell me you love me And the words run around, Filling all the empty spaces in my mind… It does not bring comfort or relief In the struggle in my heart But brings acceptance and piece In knowing you share this struggle with me And one day, when we reflect And see all we accomplished together, We’ll see how out struggles tied us together, Closer into each others arms, A protection against others and ourselves, And make us realise, That together, U and I, We can conquer the world. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 194 [topic] => 32 [informant] => SilverRain [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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