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[sid] => 139704
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Note to self
[time] => 2008-01-10 15:25:36
[hometext] =>
[bodytext] => all else is failing and you’re the one to see it at its peak I could never imagine that my smiles turn fake and when I lie to make it all perfect your running and I’m so hopeless this power of losing everything is making it harder to sleep and I’m back to square one right where I left off in a hole covered in blood and in tears I cant seem to find my way find my way out of this feeling my self lothing is becoming old the suiside attempts are getting boring and I just want it to end so many tears have fallen over this so many lives have been affected by this and there is nothing I can do note to self [comments] => 2 [counter] => 169 [topic] => 13 [informant] => josephlovaglio [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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