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[sid] => 139375
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Super Glued to My Brain.
[time] => 2007-12-24 11:38:00
[hometext] => I write my diary through poetry. Please comment.
[bodytext] => It's close to christmas. my emotions are wild. i'm feeling anxious, my feet are cold. i'm spending christmas this year, with the man of my dreams. i'm excited, yet scared, and it's cutting into me. tears are now present, down my adult face. i should be so happy, yet i feel so out of place. christmas has never been easy, especially since mum died. it will be my third christmas without her, laughing here by my side. my pain is exhausting. i don't want to get out of bed. i don't want to pretend i feel happy. i just want to cry my eyes out instead. no body said it was easy, but they said the pain will fade. but it still hasn't. the trauma feels 'super glued' to my brain. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 198 [topic] => 61 [informant] => deathdrop [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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