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[sid] => 139056
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Dying Souls with Outer Grins
[time] => 2007-12-08 01:32:32
[hometext] => Dying souls, outward grins. When we die, you see who wins.
[bodytext] => You scream and scream, Threaten to leave. So what, I don't want you there, I'm tired and I don't care. You've never done anything good for me, So go away, just let me be. Empty souls offer no comfort, no solice in the night. Empty lives have no worth, nothing will ever be right. So I cry and I lie while I try, to make myself better. By myself, no one around, Trying to process what I've found. Screaming out, don't say goodbye Don't leave me here, Alone in the dark, Feeling a fear that so damn stark. So pain and hate and lies and cries, all the while you're cheering me on, your fake cries, your little lies. Just leave me alone To be with myself. I'm sick of trying to please everyone. I've been lying To those who say they care. I like be alone. Go away. Start a fight, make my day. Filled with fright of myself, the anger and sorrow, blaming myself. Why won't you help? Just leave me here on this night, I'm tired of living covered in light. Bleed me out. Let me die. No more doubt, but wondering why. Why I still have to lie. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 595 [topic] => 61 [informant] => flamingblade [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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