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[sid] => 138358
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Twisted
[time] => 2007-11-08 20:11:40
[hometext] => lol wrote this a long time ago but hmm it twist from hate to asking why then to love maybe not in that order tho...
[bodytext] => You've done this to me not long before you told me what I was losing I quess every one else was right about you maybe I just didn't want to see the side of you that hates every part of me you did this to me and now I can't be happy I 'd give up every thing for you and you know but still you let me fall I'd lose it all if I let you back inside you'd say that your love is true but behind your eyes I see your lies I don't trust you for the things you do Remember all the ***** from before it pulls you down and keeps you burnd there's no excuses nothing you can every say will every change what you've done to me in a pass life don't stand in frount of me and say those 3 words If you don't hear me clear then walking away should state how I feel I don't know what you want from me you've taken all that could and I don't know what to do Because I"m still in love with you and I don't know who to turn to how can I find any trust in soul that kills mine with control With every word you don't understand Your missing everything never was fake Never held back on my dreams and so it seems you don't care because you let go and moved on to some one so differnt And so I can't sleep Some times I just don't wanna breath I rather die then stay and not be with who I need and your never know never see what I'm writing what I'm thinking how much I'm bleeding on the inside reaching out for help but nothing and no one ever comes I'm on my last strawl I'm ready to end it all... Is this forgivness shove me over again I 've waited for this to end this game we play your always win I'm down lower than I've ever been before Now I forget The life I once lived unfair for I try let these dreams suffocate wish I wasn't fake to why I wish I was dead Memories killed all hope of being whole again I've held out for far to long nothing left but lies deep behind your evil eyes nothing inside your selfish mind what's to find another cry taking the breathe out of me see if You would make it through close the open wound lose what I love for no reason show me what it should be this logic isn't fair are we hating look at the damge done to me fight just to find out things deep torement the very dreams are of love from you what's left to say is the point clear this way I'm happy now that i don't care that your not here Broken those chain's Ya I finally stepped away Now it's you left to be with out me done with your changeing ways every day another 3words that's not enought it never is and never was around me everything falls apart this hearts bleeding an the weight is even farther no longer hunger for better way's I'll just give in with it so hard now to breathe with fake cover over my face living is hard enought with out me ***** up so end a bless less then nothing ness to forget what should be isn't real never was good enought to be the one left to stand lost my way killed the voice inside that wills to try again This fight I can never win so I just flat out give in to my sinns No further is the line I can't bend the walls I just can't break down Feeling of being crossed lost on the inside burning is the pain unexplaind shame I hide deep into me Take all the loved things and burn them to the ground My life a prison for every dream I left alive Nothing here but numb to feel so how dose it reveal the person that is me what can you really believe when the real me you can't see Breathe in and relate When was you left to be empty Who took everything who let you bleed who keeps you from you sleep who can't you forget to think about who's voice is at the back of your mind Who's killing you inside Who left you dead with nothing to save no self respect no heart feeling the poison killing the empty space Suffocating under the skin what you can't hear not breathing reasons for loseing never ending what's controling, what you 've done all this coming from the pressure of being forced to always take reacting to your deceptions I can do nothing but stand here and brake While this fear consumes all that can't be mine again on my knees I give it all up for you Not caring for my own life do what you want I'll be right beside you till the end it's for you all the pain that I have All from you wasted cries tears don't fill my cold blue eyes as I already know you'd love to end my life You already have with your knife stabbing throught this heart of mine... [comments] => 3 [counter] => 266 [topic] => 48 [informant] => danhar07 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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