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[title] => Vacant nostalgia
[time] => 2007-11-05 16:05:23
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[bodytext] => Settle into the darkest pit of my mind. Find a cozy solitude. Inconsolable sadness. To die; to stop living, to become, dead. Dispirit my bitter existence. Narcissism, impossible. Scornful, she stays; denied. Prone to misery, caged existence. Drowning in self-pity. Clawing at the surface of my very being. They cry, I am unheard. Have I no voice? Does my heart not bellow with the same requests? What do I become? The lights give out. A casing; of who I was. Lost beneath the weight of sorrow. Solitary, with my thoughts. Lamenting my mind; inborn. For years I’ve cried with the same nature. Not reaching for even a scrap. I want it all for myself. Selfish piece of *****. Esoteric credence. The fire forever dies; inevitable. Embrace! Sweet melancholy. My lugubrious cries cannot be heard. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 209 [topic] => 48 [informant] => ryuchan [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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