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[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Bubbles of confessions held in too long
[time] => 2007-10-29 14:31:43
[hometext] => for those who loved too deep, and cried too long the future will be better!
[bodytext] => As i sit here in silence Visions float through my mind Of my former exultant life And how the past was never kind I used to feel vibrent Love enduced and alive But now I'm meek and torn Emotions spilling from my exposed insides Once a person with hopes, dreams, and care Now just a shadow Broken and unaware When you broke my heart Did you think it would not hurt? That I would not die inside? And leave my feelings more alert? Did you ever care Or even feel my compassion? I loved you more than air With a listful burning passion I gave you the moon Laced on a bed of stars You took me to far reaching space And kissed me while on Mars But our lives were just to great And nothing true and pure remains And the scars seared on my flesh Symbolize how your hate keeps me in chains Forever devoted To your lustful mind Cut down on my knees Trapped in cold times What does she have That i do not possess? More love or more time Or better looks my face can not express? Was I not perfect enough In attitude and grace? Or is it because She has a fairer face? I will never love another Because I will always lack trust And I hold my feelings in Until I feel as if I could combust Is her fallen kiss more devoted than mine? Does her soft caressing touch Provoke the same shivers up your spine? Why should you be showered In anothers love? when I suffer here alone Never to find happiness from above Did I deserve your hate? Or the physical pain? Emotional searing was all There was for me to gain Thank you for the death I gladly wished on myself I painlessly ripped out my heart And placed it on the shelf No more tears will I waste Because I just ran out Now lavishing in inner greif Full of hate, resentment, and doubt. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 234 [topic] => 55 [informant] => whatsername [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 10 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => dedicatedpoems )
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