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[sid] => 138066
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => To Mom And Dad
[time] => 2007-10-27 11:05:41
[hometext] => When you are all alone with nobody beside you its time to say...
[bodytext] => To Mom And Dad, I’m sorry I wasn’t a better kid. I know that you wanted a kid that was going to make you proud. I guess you never expected me huh Mom? And I guess I must’ve been really bad for you not to have wanted me huh Dad? I’ve gathered that I must be a bad person too. My friends have all left and my relationships aren’t lasting. You yell at me all the time Mom, I know you hate me just please try to be nice! Dad, I wish I could turn back the clock and be really nice so that you would want me. When I was young a lady was really mean to me and touched me and hurt me, but I understand now, I’m not worth enough to worry about. I forgive you for letting me go when I was younger Mom, although I feel sorry for those who had to take me in. I’m sorry I turned out to be a Girl in this Boys body, I know you hate me for it, but don’t feel so sad I’m going to leave you all to your happier lives soon enough. I guess it must be really hard for you to look at me knowing what I am. I hate me too. I wish I were gone everyday. I wish I could change! Maybe if I could change my Mom would still love me, my Dad might’ve actually wanted me and Steph might still want to hug ME. So I’m writing this to say sorry for everything I’ve done and being everything I am. I understand and if I were you I would hate me too. I hope your lives are filled with a million blessings and I love you all. Bye. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 204 [topic] => 52 [informant] => law_glen18 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => goodbyepoetry )
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