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[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Depression
[time] => 2007-10-19 12:27:01
[hometext] => After the loss of a friend and classmate, I find myself falling down the abyss of depression once again
[bodytext] => Facing the broken mirror my relfextion stares back I am not me anymore, I don't see the me I once was My eyes are hollow and dull, my face is pale and sad I'm falling again, darkness enveloping me with each passing second That slippery mountain of nothing I once climbed to the top But now I find myself sliding back down, trying to get a foothold It's as if a rope has wrapped itself around my ankle Dragging me into the mouth of the disease that I tried so hard to fight before I am so tired, so weak, using all my strength to keep my grades up Misery and exhaustion are something I can live with But my future I won't risk So while fighting the want to sleep forever And fighting the want to cry every minute I work my fingers to the bone to ensure that I do not let my future fall But I'm so tired, fighting and working is draining me Further and further into the dark emptyness I fall Emotion is no stranger to me, But right now I feel like nothing's there but sadness My body aches, my eyes sag, my mind throbs, my stomach growls all constantly I feel as if all hope is lost from my soul, And the pain is so emense I'm just so tired I want to sleep forever [comments] => 1 [counter] => 168 [topic] => 48 [informant] => desolantdreamer [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 3 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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