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[sid] => 137762
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => But still
[time] => 2007-10-10 17:19:02
[hometext] => Yes i know it doesnt rythme, but not all poems do. this is just me trying to fix my head, i had to get it all out, so enjoy!
[bodytext] => Should I let go of you once and for all, Should I forget all my emotions and how we were, Should I listen to you as you say your trying to do whats right, Should I pretend I'm happy here without you. I'm upset because I miss everything about you, I'm upset for what I have done, I'm upset at why that ring still sits on your mantle piece, I'm upset that you threw it all away. So why should I listen as you say you just wish to see me happy, So why do I still sit here hoping things will change, So why do I still cry myself to sleep at night, So why do you say things like I'm a challenge. Is it because I feel so numb, Is it because I feel empty now that your gone, Is it because when your drunk you say i miss you, Is it because I hope that when you say it you actually mean it. I find it hard to let go of you, I find it hard to pretend I'm happy with fake smiles, I find it hard to stop thinking about you everyday, I find it hard when you just smile and turn away. I know that I just want you to be happy, I know that your happiness doesn't involve me, I know that if you came back I wouldn't be happy, Because I know it wasn't real because you really dont love me. But still I sit here and miss you, But still I pine for you like a tool, But still I remain sitting here hoping, But still I'm just a love sick fool. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 169 [topic] => 22 [informant] => jackson21 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => LostLove )
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