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[sid] => 137567
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Once Were
[time] => 2007-09-29 15:48:52
[hometext] => (Losing it here)
[bodytext] => I feel so guilty right now because I can't find the right or wrongs anymore and i want things that I know I can't have how selfish of me these tendencies and pain I harbor I can't get away from what i am but I can drown it in liquor and nights where I don't remember who I am or what we once were the phone's ringing do I have to answer it this time it's you You ask me how I got this number and I can't even speak Why are we so wrong? And why am I drowning I'd risk my life just to feel you one more time that's right, I can't make the pain stop anymore just numb it with about a million drugs I wanna let go, don't I? No more heart, no more love just suffocation and he holds me trying to salvage this mess this beautiful disaster which is fading before your eyes [comments] => 2 [counter] => 323 [topic] => 22 [informant] => Inevitable [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LostLove )
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