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[sid] => 137109
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Close The Door
[time] => 2007-09-02 08:31:09
[hometext] => Theres A breaking point, a choice, a way out... ( a frightening point of view. )
[bodytext] => Trying not too wake up only wishing everything would just go away turning off the world around you while you lie awake in fear unable to stay sleeping to close your eyes So desperate to push it away. Only turning around to stare it in the face dissecting what's inside to see every uncertainty every minor insecurity Loathing Everything that you are And feeding the sickness with ugly little lies. a fragile mind set becoming a puppet to your own delusion twisting and bending at every selfish impulse until it breaks and the strings snap severing the fatal connection The boiling point is reached Unable to keep inside. A decision must be made a strike to the mirror shattering the image one final blow and eyes close tightly shutting out the light closing the connection between reality and your personal fiction facing fears and final decisions as every falls apart there's a way out always a way out an escape to be made selfish and thoughtless Opening the last door and taking a breathe as everything you ever created goes to waste. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 234 [topic] => 36 [informant] => Forgotten_soul [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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