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[sid] => 13708
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => Love Poem,...sort of
[time] => 2003-03-04 11:30:00
[hometext] => the sicness of love claims yet another victim...well two victims really, hehe
[bodytext] => i just wanted someone to hold on to
i just wanted someone who cared all i needed was a listening ear and a loving smile i guess, all i really wanted was love and then Fate flung you towards me you seemed so perfect during the desperate years that i watched (stalked?) you i found not one flaw seeing you date all those other men, the ones who could never truly appreciate you, tore my heart asunder crying at night still alone so afraid of rejection so afraid that my worst fears were true that i would never belong to you so long i held back the deluge of my love so many nights spent drowned in tears and my own blood you see, i cut myself for you i made blood sacrifices to whatever god would listen but, none of them brought you any nearer after awhile the self-mutilation became habit almost comforting in a self-destructive sort of way if you only knew how many scars i have that bear your name your name etched onto the soul i thought i'd lost your seraphic smile burned into my brain everyone's voice started sounding like yours at first, i thought i was going insane but then i realized that's just what love does to you it makes you kinda crazy hell, everybody thought i was crazy anyway but i wasn't, just lonely finally, after years of fear and attraction (obssession) i worked up the nerve to tell you how i feel i was still worried what others would think me being 37 and you only 15 but, i figured that, once they saw how in love we were that their worries would soon fade mama says that love conquers all mama says that any woman would be lucky to have me and when you realize that you can come live with me and mama we'll be like a happy little family so i followed you this morning as you jogged down that lone country road (like you do, every morning, at 5:03 a.m.) and when you detoured into the woods (like you always do around 5:19 a.m.) to stop and rest by that stream you so love i approached you you seemed alarmed at first but, i figured that when you heard what i had to say you would calm down and throw yourself into my arms so that i could taste that first kiss that i've dreamed about for so long but, you only got worse you weren't listening, damn you!! you started to scream for help so i grabbed you and you shook you a little i was only trying to get you to calm down but, you fought me and fell your beautiful head striking that stone that lucky stone that waited for you everyday beside the wretched stream the wretched stream that knew your love i don't know why i'm telling you this you haven't moved in hours but, i know that you're watching me watching and waiting in heaven waiting for your love to join you i guess i just wanted you to know all this and don't worry, i don't feel guilty i know i didn't "kill" you i'm sure you shared the same fear as i about the reaction our love would glean this was probably your plan all along i am so touched that you would die just to be with me in heaven where we can live and love in peace well, here i come sweetheart the pistol is already loaded (it was just a coincidence that i carried it with me today, honest) your cold, earthbound lips beg for one first kiss one last kiss one last earthly affirmation of my love now beside you i lie staring at your blue sky tears of joy, i cry now, for you my love, i die [comments] => 4 [counter] => 183 [topic] => 13 [informant] => Cancer [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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