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[sid] => 136380
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[aid] => mick
[title] => Stuck
[time] => 2007-07-31 20:35:34
[hometext] => Just the feeling of bein lost and confused really....
[bodytext] => Living in a closed room without any escape its like living with a suffering with no medication to take No help to be provided no assistance is offered living without a heartbeart is what seems to be prefered Around, everything is moving but as usual- i just stand still because theres nothing i can do anymore nothing else i can feel wanting to run away from it all but theres nowhere to go wanting to talk to sumone about it but the phone doesnt have a tone sick of living like this tired of feeling the way i do wanted to be beautifully yellow ended up dark and gloomy blue so many windows i can open none i climbed through now i feel they are permantly locked theres really nothing i can do As my heart does beat the time does fly soon enough it will be my time to say goodbye i hate this feeling of restrictivness i cant do anything at all ive been tied up, pushed round and just been waiting for my fall people expect so much from me but obviously i dont live up to them and i feel i have to apolagize to my family and friends just waiting for a miracle to come along- for me to finally meet because thats the only thing right now that would make me normal- make me complete s*** always happens to me never is it good never am i happy - always misunderstood Its always a stuggle its always been so s*** coz i feel stuck in this enclosed space and still there nothing i can do about it.. Lana [comments] => 1 [counter] => 223 [topic] => 13 [informant] => LanBanan88 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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