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[sid] => 134257
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => PRAY
[time] => 2007-05-10 12:17:36
[hometext] => THIS ONE TOOK ME SOME TIME TO DO
[bodytext] => DREADFULL DARKNESS COMES OVER ME AS I WALK INTO THE SHADOWS NO LIGHT FOUND ,EYES GONE BLACK ,ONCE AGAIN A DEMON ATTACK I CAN'T FEEL, I CANNOT THINK ,WHY DO I WALK ONLY TO FEEL THE HEAT UPON MY FEET THE FIRE GROWS TOUCHING MY SOUL TRING TO BURN ME FROM THE INSIDE OUT MY MIND IS NOW A BLAZE, NO MORE THOUGHTS ONLY A HAZE WHAT CAN I DO TO MAKE THE DEVIL STOP DANCING INSIDE MY HEAD I PRAY TO MYSELF I PRAY TO GOD FOR MY SOUL TO KEEP ANGELS FIGHT WITHIN MY SIGHT BUT ONLY GOD CAN DESIDE MY FATE FLAMES SURROUND ME AS I WALK DEEPER INTO THE DEVILS PLAYGROUND WONDERING IF THERE IS ANY HOPE ,ANY WAY OUT I SEE A DOOR ,CAN THIS BE MY ESCAPE ,I OPEN THE DOOR SLOWLY ,A VOICE THAT CHILS ME TO THE BONE SPEAKS IN AN ANCIENT TONGUE I DO NOT UNDERSTAND BUT JUST THEN VOICES I HEAR INSIDE MY HEAD CHANTING DIE DIE DIE OVER AND OVER AGAIN I PLUG MY EARS BUT TO NO PREVAIL FOR THEY ONLY GET LOUNDER I TRY TO SCREAM BUT NO WORDS CAN I HEAR ONLY THE VOICES SUDDENLY THEY STOP AS IF I TURNED OFF A SWITCH ,NOW ONE VOICE ENTERS MY MIND LOUD AND CLEAR THE VOICE IS AS BLACK AS COAL, IT SPEAKS MY NAME ,I LOOK AROUND BUT SEE ONLY FLAMES THE VOICE NOW BOOMING INSIDE MY HEAD SAYS I HAVE BEEN DAMNED TO SPEND ETERNITY IN MY OWN PAINFULL THOUGHTS MY THOUGHTS TURN TO MY PAST ,WHAT HAVE I DONE TO DESERVE THIS I THINK OF ALL I HAVE DONE WRONG IN MY LIFE AND THEN IT HITS ME ,I HAVE NEVER GO TO CHURCH,NEVER EMBRACE GODS LOVE ,NEVER PRAY FOR MY SINS TO BE FORGIVEN I DROP TO MY KNEES AND BEGING TO CHANT OUT MY SINS PRAYING AS LOUD AS MY SCARED MIND AND VOICE WOULD LET ME THE VOICE NOW SCREAMS AS IF STABBED THREW THE HEART I KEEP PRAYING AND CHANTING THE VOICES NOW ONLY A DULL MEMORY INSIDE MY MIND MY BODY BEGINS TO FLOAT ACROSS THE SEA OF RED HOT FLAMES ...HIGHER AND HIGHER I GO TILL ALAS I AM STANDING IN FRONT OF MY CHILDHOOD CHURCH ONCE AGAIN A VOICE ENTERS MY HEAD BUT NOT THAT OF THE DEVIL THIS TIME BUT A MUCH MORE PLEASENT VOICE ALMOST ANGELIC THE VOICE SAYS BUT ONE THING "PRAY" I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO PRAY FOR I SAY PRAY FOR FORGIVENESS OF YOUR SINS PRAY FOR YOUR LIFE PRAY FOR ALL THAT YOU HAVE AND EVER WANT ,JUST PRAY I WALK INTO THE CHURCH KNEEL DOWN,TEARS ROLLING DOWN MY FACE LIKE WAVES CRASHING ONTO A BEACH ,I PRAY ,I PRAY FOR MY PAST SINS I PRAY FOR EVERYTHING I CAN THINK OF HOURS PASS AND YET I STILL PRAY ,I HAVE FORGOTTEN HOW MANY THINGS I COULD PRAY FOR I FINALLY GO TO STAND BUT I CANNOT MOVE THE VOICE NOW CLEARER THEN EVER SPEAKS TO ME ONCE MORE I HAVE LISTENED TO YOUR PRAYERS AND I GRANT YOU ONE LAST CHANCE I FEEL AS IF A WIEGHT HAS BEEN LIFTED FROM ME ,HEART FILLED WITH JOY,NO THOUGHTS OF PAIN AND DEATH FROM THAT DAY ON I HAVE NEVER MISSED A DAY OF PRAYER OR CHURCH THIS IS JUST A REMINDER THAT PRAYERS DON'T ALWAYS GET ANSWERED BUT THEY ARE HEARD SO JUST REMEMBER TO PRAY ,IF NOT FOR YOURSELF THEN PRAY FOR OTHERS GOD BLESS ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY [comments] => 2 [counter] => 147 [topic] => 21 [informant] => MILLER_GENUINE_SWINE [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
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