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[aid] => mick
[title] => The take over
[time] => 2007-04-30 23:51:08
[hometext] => Lost control over looking for a new place to live
[bodytext] => We had made plans to move, and I was running the show. Someone found out, and now im not the one in control. I just wish I never would have said anything, we could have made it on our own. But im not the one in control now. I still plan to move, hoping to find a place just for the originals. I have to be in control, I dont want to be so far away again. I want him to be with me, and not so far away, I dont have a lot of time to myself and it would be difficult to see him where he may be going. I just have to get a place. I have to find a place NOW! Authors note: ok this really really sucks, im trying to get some frustrations out of my head. I have a friend who I was supposed to get to move back down to Jacksonville, and told another friend and now all the plans seemed to be thrown out the window. I was supposed to be moving in with my cousin and one of my best friends and now I have another person telling me its to expensive to get a place with 4 bedrooms (ok understandable somewhat but the rent will be shared between 4 people, so it should still even out) so now its downgraded to a 3 bedroom and me sleeping in the livingroom to save the hassel of the expensive 4 bedroom. We cant be on the side of town I was looking in because he doesnt understand thats where the friend I was moving down here works. So everything has gone to crap and honestly I feel like taking back control. Its going to be hard enough I am eventually going to run into the person who ripped my heart out to bleed to death (because both the guys in the house are close to this person) but I feel like ive just been put into a very compromising position by even telling him I didnt want to move back to where we all met (due to this person who I will eventually run into). I just wanted a place in riverside where me, Jamie, and eric would live and everyone work and do what they wanted and now, its turned into, lets move close to orange park or.... why does it have to be riverside? I understand someone he is trying to keep away from lives there, but the only chance he has in running into her is if he goes looking for her. I want the people who was supposed to be there, there. If this causes one person to not move in, I wont shed a tear, because he just made everything more difficult for everyone else to get to work because his selfishness. Im the only one with a car or license, and I just have to talk to him. How I had it is how it has to be. Sorry this was *****, I was just trying to get the frustrations of not being in control out. [comments] => 3 [counter] => 238 [topic] => 43 [informant] => runawaynameless [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => oops )
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