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[aid] => mick
[title] => Alone
[time] => 2007-04-22 02:57:27
[hometext] => ~Inspired by my big sis(we both felt this way at some point, but sometimes I still feel this way...)
[bodytext] => *Alone, is how I feel. Why is it, nothing ever seems real? It feels like I'm all alone, with nothing here but for me, to loan: Things such as love, support, advice. It's like luck of the draw~just roll the dice. I'm so tired of being lonely. I do not want to come off, sounding phony. This is the real deal, no lies or deceit. My whole is crashing down, no way to stop this defeat. Oh God,why can't I be normal? With no care? I feel I have this huge burden to bare. Why? I deserve better. No more pity for me, I just want to be. A normal person: no worries, no problems, no fear. But everything is so drab and drear. I'm sick of feeling sorry, I won't no more! Why is my life, such an utter chore? Oh well, nothing matters without feeling like someone cares. For me, for once, but no one dares. It seems they're afraid to be let in, to my dark and sordid world; wow~what a crazy trip, it's been! I need to feel loved, before I can love. Please God; keep watch over me and send me, your help from up above. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 205 [topic] => 65 [informant] => Angel16 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => toughstuff )
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