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[sid] => 13290
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => Know Who I Am
[time] => 2003-02-25 15:24:05
[hometext] => All I ever wanted in my life was for you to just know who I am...
[bodytext] => Too often do I hurt inside
I don’t think that I can stand the pain And with everything that I run from My life I just cannot explain Everyday I look at my life And I try to search for some peace But with everything thats going on When will these emotions cease? Everyday proves to be worsening And I don’t want to have to cry And when I think I’m doing okay I feel more lost and want to say goodbye Where have you gone to now? How I wish you could take me away I could write endless letters to you But you wouldn’t understand all I say Why did you leave on the star chase? I want things to be how they were before Cause everything seems too confusing And I don’t want the pain anymore I want to run away from this place And I wish that I couldn’t be here Cause everyday proves more frightening I’m so scared and I’m trapped by my fears In a world where they do not forgive And all they ever do Is just forget As they slash you down to reality They make you remorse and regret But As I draw closer to my death I think of you to just stay alive But how can I live in this world? When I don’t have you here to survive? I’d promise you anything And I’d do anything that you’d want Just as long as I could be near you So that I wouldn’t have to fall But I don’t want to be here anymore There just so much that I want to erase And with everything I died for I always feel like I’m such a disgrace And I don’t want to be noticed And I don’t want to be laughed at Cause all I ever wanted in my life Was for you to know who I am All I wanted was for you to see Just how much I really could be So that you could understand And inside you would know who I am Please won’t you just know who I am? [comments] => 2 [counter] => 159 [topic] => 39 [informant] => SpreadYourWings [notes] => [ihome] => 1 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Grief )
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