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[sid] => 132722
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => lost dependence
[time] => 2007-03-14 23:04:24
[hometext] => totally teenage i know, but i've been struggling with trust issues, and then i broke up with my boyfriend...and then i realized once again how much people lie, this is just me trying to cope.
[bodytext] => to be decieved. is to be relieved. one less to trust. one less to lust. never know what it's like again. will you even say i was your friend? my breath draws less. everyday every second. i feel more of a mess. for every thought i've kept in. bleedin tounge, oh heal your wounds. i've held it too long. do i have the choice to choose? my teeth grew strong. never again leaning. what have i done wrong. everything i'm keeping. waste in my mind. i have to define. created by myself. close your eyes to sort. i never really needed help. i've become dependent. upon feeling again. fear of rejection creeping up on me. i'll never say you were my friend. nowhere to let it go free. suffocating by your force to keep me inside. trying my best to keep it alive. my friends and dear enemies. i am now leaving, in front of your eyes. i'm asking your last request. but only if you say goodbye. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 163 [topic] => 61 [informant] => xxthexforgotenxonexx [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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