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[aid] => mick
[title] => DEAr God Why'd you make me this way
[time] => 2007-02-16 23:24:07
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[bodytext] => Why Why do i contiue to let myself keep getting hurt Why do i contiue to make myself feel happy i know it really doesnt work Why do i let people just run all over me Why am i so crazy to let you just stand there and talk all about me Why am i always so scared i mean i act all big and bad but we all know i'm really afraid and to tell the truth i'm nowhere near brave Why can't i ever keep any of my friends i should warn you now i'll eventually run you off in the end Why do i contiue to let people use me kindness isnt a sin but its like i'm being punished God this really confuses me All i ever do is just try to make all my friends smile am i committing a crime if so lock me up right now Why do i find myself takin up for all my so-called friends i cant even take up for myself it doesnt make any sense Why am i always giving before i even get tell me why i care about people so much but when it comes to me people could careless Why did you make me so mean but yet so kind i love everyone name one person i hate can you think of anyone i cant in fact no one comes to mind Why did you make me black but yet so white i know they all think i'm fake words do hurt sometimes Why do you always end up leading people in my direction for advice its crazy how i come up with some stuff that i have never been thru in my whole entire life why did you make me so honest and so trustworthy are you trying to set me as an example of what you want all your people to be I think i know some of these answers tell me if i'm correct you contiue to let me get hurt over n over again because you know its only making me stronger and its only teaching me to forgive N forget YOu contiue to let me make myself feel happy because everyone loves to see me smile and never down you contiue to let people talk all about me because you know i'm the type of person who thinks sticks and stones can break my bones but words will never hurt me YOu contiue to make me think that i am so afriad but you know that i know that you are with me so i am really somewhat brave you continue to let friends come in and out of my life i guess your trying to teach me that friends come N go but you will never leave me behind you continue to let me keep giving before i even get because you know that i know that when you give you always recieve something back YOu continue to make me care about people more than i care about myself because you were the same way and gave your life up so all your people could stay YOu continue to make me so mean but yet so kind because you know i couldnt possibly hate anyone because i live by your word and love all my friends and enemies like you've told me to time n time you made me black but yet so white to show the world racism isnt worth it black N white are just colors you made me this way so i could tell people look just get over it you continue to send people coming in my direction because when i pray about the situation you all the time give me the best decision why did you make me so honest and so trustworthy are you trying to show me that you were just like me God thanks for making me who i am today Thanks for all the long conversations we have late at night when i cant sleep and i talk to you and pray Thanks for all that you have done for me i would be absolutely nothing without you People remember he died for us why not live for him [comments] => 1 [counter] => 275 [topic] => 43 [informant] => snowflake [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => oops )
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