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[sid] => 131741
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Deadly Happiness
[time] => 2007-02-14 18:02:08
[hometext] => my addiction.
[bodytext] => I love the way it mesmorizes me Hides the pain I see It's wonderful for my mind Much better than cyanide Just a few sips Letting the liquid pass my lips Even with the rancid taste I swallow the bottle with haste Suddenly things begin to move slow My mind is starting to let go My pain and sorrow is forgotten I stop feeling so rotten Replace the frown with a smile I keep this habit up for a while Let the liquid poison my life Yet I had no idea it held such a price I begin to depend on it Cant go even a day without it My friends tell me I have a problem I choose not to listen to them So my life spirals farther down Until I hit rock bottom If I go without it I cry,freak out and scream I now realize that it seems Im an alcoholic at fifteen I couldnt handle the pain so I hid I hate what this did Cant even focus without it I wish my life could be the same As it was when i was sane I didnt realize how much was at stake My wake up call was causing my mind to break Everday for five months And because of this stunt My whole life is conflicted Because im still Addicted. [comments] => 0 [counter] => 230 [topic] => 66 [informant] => liindso14 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => drugabuse )
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