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Array ( [sid] => 131677 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => Paranoia [time] => 2007-02-12 20:34:44 [hometext] => [bodytext] =>
Explosions of anger run through my veins
Some days I feel that I’m truly insane
I can’t seem to control the emotions I feel
Everyday’s a fight just trying to deal
Paranoia is driving me wild
I can’t even remember the last time I smiled
Something’s not right, I can just tell
I feel as if I was living in Hell
Somebody’s watching every step I make
It’s enough to keep me awake
Their waiting for the moment when I’m not aware
They’ll sneak from behind bringing despair
With everyday I lose some fight
The days are no longer looking so bright
My anger just continues to grow
For what is haunting me I still don’t know
Nobody believes what I feel is real
But if you ask me they all have something to conceal
People are hiding secrets from me
I’m beginning to wonder if I should flee
Find somewhere safe where I can’t be found
A place where there is nobody around
My life is sinking further away
It’s but a memory, those sunny days
What do you do when your fear is strong
Either choice you make could be wrong
As weeks go by the fear gets worse
I feel as though I’m completely immersed
No longer can I take the pain I feel
It’s become to strong for me to deal
I’m going to put an end to this
This world is something I will never miss
I’ll grab my gun and place it to my face
Goodbye cruel world for death I embrace
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Paranoia

Contributed by lilblkcat on Monday, 12th February 2007 @ 08:34:44 PM in AEST
Topic: Suicide



Explosions of anger run through my veins
Some days I feel that I’m truly insane
I can’t seem to control the emotions I feel
Everyday’s a fight just trying to deal
Paranoia is driving me wild
I can’t even remember the last time I smiled
Something’s not right, I can just tell
I feel as if I was living in Hell
Somebody’s watching every step I make
It’s enough to keep me awake
Their waiting for the moment when I’m not aware
They’ll sneak from behind bringing despair
With everyday I lose some fight
The days are no longer looking so bright
My anger just continues to grow
For what is haunting me I still don’t know
Nobody believes what I feel is real
But if you ask me they all have something to conceal
People are hiding secrets from me
I’m beginning to wonder if I should flee
Find somewhere safe where I can’t be found
A place where there is nobody around
My life is sinking further away
It’s but a memory, those sunny days
What do you do when your fear is strong
Either choice you make could be wrong
As weeks go by the fear gets worse
I feel as though I’m completely immersed
No longer can I take the pain I feel
It’s become to strong for me to deal
I’m going to put an end to this
This world is something I will never miss
I’ll grab my gun and place it to my face
Goodbye cruel world for death I embrace




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Re: Paranoia (User Rating: 1 )
by yangdantien on Monday, 12th February 2007 @ 10:07:27 PM AEST
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Good write scary. OK so don' do it! The only thing cruel about this world is your view of it. There are greater things in the universe then are dream't of in your philosophy which reminds me:
"...(Death is) The undiscovered country, from whose bourn No traveller returns, puzzles the will,
And makes us rather bear those ills we have
Than fly to others that we know not of?
Thus conscience does make cowards of us all..."

"You Create Your Own Reality" Please Bank this 2 cents and in a matter of hours it may turn out to be riches untold.

Peace
Yangdantien



Re: Paranoia (User Rating: 1 )
by SaintzAndSinnerz on Monday, 12th February 2007 @ 10:07:42 PM AEST
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Intense. such a deep piece. great job.


Re: Paranoia (User Rating: 1 )
by jdawg on Tuesday, 13th February 2007 @ 12:27:21 AM AEST
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another sad yet, scary, yet great write. And again you make me feel what you are saying. the world will play cruel jokes on you, but only if you allow it. The more you feel you can't do no right, the more you feel everything is and will go wrong, the more the world play jokes on you. Now Please hear me when I say, suicidal, is only an easy way out. think about this. You kill yourself, I promise the life after your gone, will be worse then you are now. you still have a chance on earth to improve yourself, make your life better, and be happy, if you end it all. there will be no second chance to improve yourself or make things better, or be happy. Enjoy the time you have in this world, wich may seem ugly and cruel at first, but when you look a little deeper, you will realize its quite a beautiful and friendly face. Ever do you need someone to talk to then just message me. I have been in your shoes, and im just now getting out of them, though there are times i feel im slipping back, I regain control, and take three steps forward, instead of four steps back. keep writing for I enjoy your skill. again, may all your dreams come true.
always,
Justin




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