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[sid] => 130916
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => all alone, full of wonder
[time] => 2007-01-23 17:55:58
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[bodytext] => she is, once again, lonely. after a day with false fun, she is yet again, alone. who am i she wonders who am i that im all alone? this is ridiculous im talking to myself am i really my own true friend? ok, yes, i have a family a father. a mother. a sister. a brother. but, this life doesnt suit me. i cant stay indoors like this everyday. i need freedom. i need independance. i need. out. like, i love to write. i would love to become a write. mom, dad: NO i would love to adopt many children. mom, dad: NO i would like space to do my own thinking. i dont want them (mom, dad) to do the thinking for me mom, dad: NO. an i better than others? i certainly think so. maybe that is my problem. but if i am better than others, why dont others like me? maybe they do, but then how come im alone at the end of each day then he calls. i like him. i love him not. people say im too good for him. but if i am, why is it hes the only one wanting me? om fat. ok, overweight. i have pimples all over my face. bespite those facts, i think im pretty. is that wrong? why is it they (mom, dad) make fun of me? they sure aint perfect. low self-esteem high self-esteem its amazing how many people i can actually be. maybe thats my problem. i dont know who i am. everytime i have a dream someone shoots it down. and im too afraid to follow my heart. why do i try to impress the unimpressable? shouldnt i try to impress myself? life is full of wonders...so, when does it get wonderfull? [comments] => 2 [counter] => 192 [topic] => 43 [informant] => inna [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => oops )
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