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[sid] => 130241
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Hell of My Life
[time] => 2007-01-07 21:25:40
[hometext] => I say love not in love.....but almost...sigh
[bodytext] => I dreamt of you last night, I awoke cold and sorrowful, You said I was trash, That I was meaningless to you, I found out you were a lie, And your words spewed deceit, You never treated me well, And only cared about your fill, Yet I cared for you still, I could give you what no other could, It was you I cared for, Not what you could do for me, Nor how you treated me, It was the person I believed in that I loved, Some say I am a fool, That I am just a silly little girl, However I know what love is, Though I never been loved, I have loved, Selflessly, freely, compassionately, Rejected and misunderstood it may be, But true and eternal it is, Those I love stay in my heart regardless, Regardless of their actions, Or pain they cause me, As years role by, The love I give is everlasting and pure, Yes I dreamt of you last night, And perhaps I shall for many nights to come, I gave to you because I cared, I have been used before, But before I had not loved them, I am not alone, I have people in my hear that don’t want me, The pain and scares I carry make me stronger, You hurt me more than anyone, Yet I cannot hate what I love, Some say that I’m crazy and dumb, But its not love that’s wrong but the people I love, When I awake and remember the truth of how you lied, My heart breaks all over again, But a place in my heart you still have, And this is the hell of my life, As every morning it all comes back to me, The love I have for you and the lies you told. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 176 [topic] => 22 [informant] => alison [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LostLove )
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