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[aid] => mick
[title] => Will It Every Change?
[time] => 2006-11-19 20:53:15
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[bodytext] => In common sence you'd think many lives wouldnt be the same. Everyday a new thing arising. Fun, love, laughter in the midst of summer nights. Not for me, the misfit you've all seen. Everything is the same for me. I awake to hatred, go to sleep in tears. I spend my day wishing it was jis a fariy tale. I beg for a difference, I beg for something new. All Im praying is to not be hurt by you. Ive seen it all. Ive seen the worse. The best jis doesnt come for me,unlike the rest of you. Ive cried in my sleep, Ive hurt in my head. Ive wanted to bleed jis to pray I'd be dead. It cant change. It wont change & Im tired of this childish ways. I want to be different. I want to be happy. I want to be loved & I want him to hold me. Hold me in silence, for the good, the worst the bad... Hold me & keep me there for all saints days. But I ask myself everyday as I wake to hatered, Go to sleep hurt and in vain, praying my life would have A Different Song To Sing. Will Things Ever Change? [comments] => 2 [counter] => 234 [topic] => 63 [informant] => FaithfulFaiiryWriter [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => hbadday )
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