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[sid] => 128250
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => I've got to try!
[time] => 2006-11-15 15:11:23
[hometext] => the demon that talks to me and follows me every where told me this guy (ross) would hate me if i didn't kill myself, so i tried and failed. he also said that ross, and his gf would get hurt and people would die if i lived. now 4 people have died!!!
[bodytext] => i know i have a heart because i can feel it breaking. i can feel it slowing down it's beating. you don't look at me, like i want you too. because you don't like me, at all, do you. i wish you were mine... but you're HERS aren't you! and that makes me, nothing to you... Richard told me you'd hate me, and i know it's true. i feel worthless, and invisible to you. i wish you didn't look at me, with you're demon eyes. i wish i could have saved you, by taking my life. but i FAILED and now, he's possessed you! you're DEMONIC. you're not you! 4 people are DEAD. because i didn't die. and you're possessed! ... and it's making me cry. people keep dying, because i'm STILL here! and i can only save you, but NOT being here... but then i'd be hurting people, but people DIE because i LIVE. and there's no deffinet, i'll succeed my attempt. but i've got to try, to put this to an end. to save them all, from what no one can accept...! [comments] => 1 [counter] => 168 [topic] => 13 [informant] => deathdrop [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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