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[sid] => 127626
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Yesturday
[time] => 2006-10-30 18:35:43
[hometext] => It's all over, but the pain is still there.....
[bodytext] => Couldn’t remember my life yesterday, couldn’t remember how I came to be this way. Couldn’t remember…can’t remember a thing; just feel all the things that keep hurting me…. I have someone to love, someone I want. Someone I need so much. I have a life given back to me, but I can’t just let go of everything that’s happened to me. Can’t fight back the darkness, too tired to care. Can’t hold onto the happiness, just the anger and despair, because each time your face comes to my mind, I just break down and cry because the pain is still there. Try to get rid of it…try to make it go away. Try so hard only to feel the pain. Drown myself in the fact that I can move on any day, but something just holds me back…screaming ad screaming and screaming. Back on my knees forced to please. Back on the floor screaming for more. Back to the pain you made me feel when you left me in trailer to put back on my clothes. It hurts so bad to think all the words you said meant nothing in the end…. It seems no matter how hard I hit the ground, I just seem to keep falling. Trying so hard to get these things from coming back. Trying so hard to make it right… I have someone to love. I have someone I want, but I just can’t get rid of the pain you made me feel. I’m so happy…moving on finally, but every time I see your face, I want to start screaming. You hurt me so bad…the pain just keeps coming…and I don’t know why anymore. I love him. I love him. What more do you want? I can’t keep begging you to listen when you never will….can’t keep pretending you aren’t even real. Can’t keep living my life hiding behind glass….need to move on if only I couldn’t still hear your footsteps walking out the back door…. Couldn’t remember my life yesterday….just the pain. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 197 [topic] => 32 [informant] => MG_Akela22090 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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