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[title] => What To Feel?
[time] => 2006-10-22 18:06:28
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[bodytext] => What to feel? What to feel? To numb? To scar? To continue with this shirade I promised not to let it go far Pelted with arrows Not sharp enough to hurt Sharp enough to render me speachless Enough pain, or absence thereof, to remain alert Oh, but what to feel? My friends have left me for another town Left me for another days work It seems there are only drones left around Scattered, so it seems, My thoughts and the copies But what to feel? Haven't I found something inside me? To sleep, perchance, to dream To dream of sound and color To dream with feeling and luster To dream to fill that empty feeling To feel what only I can feel behind my own eyes To see what only I can see beyond my numb demise Have I not found something? I thought I never would end up like this... I never thought one could seal heartache with a kiss I was right Physical being is anything but intimate Lieing, to yourself especailly, is no way to live Without practicallity, how could I miss? Without something to have, how could I give? Someone once said "We need Anyone by our sides" We need a new quote We need independant, fulfilling lives I'm content being numb on my own Faking a smile for someone to call a drone I wish not to be loved I wish not to be left alone I'm a contradiction, I know Lie to yourself Leave your emotions somewhere else I can't help if you don't phase me I can't feel you besid me To be or not to be (To feel or not to feel) That, my friends, is the question indeed [comments] => 2 [counter] => 288 [topic] => 73 [informant] => SmileSkinDeep [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => abstract )
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