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[aid] => mick
[title] => All I Have (One More Chance)
[time] => 2006-10-19 18:46:51
[hometext] => I say goodbye to the past....and I'm looking on...
[bodytext] => Days broken with the darkness in my mind. Care for nothing, only the hollow need of something else. Cross the path I left before, hope he doesn’t take me down. Too many days wasted on his mental hold. Too many tears cried out loud. A ring to sacrifice my life. A kiss to seal the deal. Blood rises the surface, I lost too mush in my insanity. Lost my dignity, lost it all for the fear there was nothing else at the end. Picking up the bullets and staring down a barrel, nothing else to give but this life. When the world starts to fall and I’m trapped in this place. Back on the linoleum, taken by him for a final time, I realize my wings are broken. Let it happen until it all goes dark. Force it out, but stay there. One last night to feel nothing. One last cigarette before I leave it all behind. Dead in my mind, cold, and still crying when I take the knife back. Cut until the tears stop, fall asleep bleeding again… But then, that’s the past. I came to say goodbye. I’ve found myself again. The pain crosses me as I think of what we used to have, but now I say goodbye to those times. My wings are broken and I still find myself stranded, but somehow, it’s not so bad. One more chance. Because that’s all I have. [comments] => 0 [counter] => 209 [topic] => 48 [informant] => MG_Akela22090 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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