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[aid] => mick
[title] => stop. rewind. play.
[time] => 2006-10-15 17:56:10
[hometext] => * **i just had the most amazing night and the worst night of my life ever. litterally. i've never been so lost and hurt***
[bodytext] => too many phone calls, too many fights i cant stand the yelling anymore and everything i said i didnt mean and what sucks even more is that he doesnt even remember a thing but i can recal everything down to the little details when the only thing that kept me warm at night was when he fell asleep and soflty breathed on my neck i could stare at him all night and whisper how much i love him i just want to kill myself but i wont and thats what sucks i have to go through the rest of my freaking life and deal with crap hopefully there is a happy ending out there somewhere for all of this i cant take this any longer... ill just take this life and throw it away i wasted my time on you and you broke my heart screw it. screw it all. i cant even describe how furious i am but i still cant seem to get over you and your days away from leaving ill miss you everyday and cry every night and ill call just to find you're still ignoring my calls ill still pray to god that your doing alright i kill myself for this it all started with that first kiss i knew it was going all down hill from there now its the end and ive never felt so desperate and useless and no matter how much i say im mad at you i still lie to myself saying there must of been something but everytime its all the same you are nothing but what hurts the most is you say you dont have love for anybody but i saw it in your eyes i know theres something more to you something deep down inside when you went to kiss me ive never seen a man look so sad i think this fight gos way deeper than just last night but now its too late to ask and i still havent even said goodbye you are days from leaving i have no idea what to do only if i had the right things to say and if you would only listen my memories go through my head like a movie stop. rewind. play. even though it hurts [comments] => 2 [counter] => 262 [topic] => 52 [informant] => hearts4pain [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => goodbyepoetry )
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