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[sid] => 126688
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[aid] => mick
[title] => he's dreaming through my feelings.
[time] => 2006-10-08 13:05:59
[hometext] => i feel like i'm in a dream world. how can this be real? i don't know if this is my phycosis talking or what. i don't even think he notices me me... yet he doesn't leave me alone!
[bodytext] => his words echo like screams, dreaming through my feelings. i feel like crying now. but will i be able to stop him screaming? rested inside chaotic walls, some how i feel him lying next to me. but there's no one else here, yet i know he is here with me. the fear bubbles through my meaning, it's pushing me to the ground. how much longer will i hear him screaming, when he's no where to be found? why is he so upset around me, and so happy when others are there. what have i done to curse his joy? is it because he cares??? i see him every wednesday, but when he doesn't see me i know that he's still there. why does he eat my feelings? and suffocate my air? [comments] => 3 [counter] => 256 [topic] => 59 [informant] => deathdrop [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => psychoticpoems )
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