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[sid] => 125991
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[aid] => mick
[title] => myself
[time] => 2006-09-20 11:49:44
[hometext] => wrote in 1st period
[bodytext] => frustration building inside trying to find the person in the middle of my soul into the depths of my mind i find ways of horror burning,torture,killing buring people skin off till it melts like plastic torture them till they pass out kill them just because with depression and saddness comes anger and hate for the one's around you don't understand and don't care those around me have no clue that i am sad and empty with depression idon't understand why ifeel the way i do i just do i feel lost,hopeless thow i strive to be the best it means nothing even if i conqueresomething great feat i feel no accomplishment or pride for it time drags out over itself with no beginning or end to the misery built up inside me i can't get rid of it i write only to try and express what i'm feeling music takes me into a trance with screams and loud music no longer cutting i can't find a visiual to tell my mind the emotions are leaving my body with blood and physical pain thow i hide inside my own mind i never will escape myself [comments] => 1 [counter] => 173 [topic] => 13 [informant] => crazy [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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