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[aid] => mick
[title] => Would you even care
[time] => 2006-09-07 09:52:30
[hometext] => I have been gone for a long time and have been writting like mad when i was at juvi so here is one that I wrote when i found that my BF just wanted to use me even though I have trust issues
[bodytext] => Again! why did i let someone take my trust My heart shattered and crushed in to dust I dont know why i feel like i have been cut so deep Now that i have trusted so much i feel so cheap I just dont understand why did u feel u needed more I been hurt a thousand times but not like this before Its probly not as bad as im making it seem But im choked for words and i still hear a piercing scream How can it be me if i cant even think clearly Maybe its because i held you so dearly You should be able to see that i was doing my best But still you are not satisfyed you wanted the rest Well forget it now im not gonna give into you my dear Trusting is and now always will be my biggest fear This is to much its still so hard for me to believe You are the one that kept me here but now i just want to leave Everything i worked so hard on seems like such a waste Without you i feel like nothing and i know u can never be replaced I hate myself so much for fearing everything because of the past I was hurt so much then but i knew that time would not be the last Now when i need to talk things out you seem so far gone Were you perhaps planning this all along? I wont give back in to my terrible addiction But i crave so much for my forms of self affliction Still cant decide what i really want to do Cause i know how much i really love you I know you would be crushed if i chose my long awaited suicide But i know thats the thing i want so much to decide I feel so lost and so far away from all that hold a part of me I still cant help but feel suicide is really my destiney At a loss of breath feeling my spark of life begin to fade Now that i have no reason to live i feel so afraid I want to see what comes after life but are we really done Even the thought kills me inside but the pain has just begun Should i even wait for you to find out what im going through Or should i end it now and conceal all of this pain from you I love you so much and i never want to cause you any pain Im so afraid and the reason why words can never explain But we both know why and i thought you understood But now i think you just said it along and never really could Well your not here to calm me down and talk me to sleep But i will wait for you until then alone i shall silently weep [comments] => 4 [counter] => 263 [topic] => 36 [informant] => Nothingness [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 25 [ratings] => 5 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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