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[aid] => mick
[title] => How Do I...?
[time] => 2006-09-04 23:44:23
[hometext] => I really hate where I am emotionally and am writing a lot.
[bodytext] => There are little pieces of you lying all around this house. How am I supposed to go on when I can't get you out? You are in my room, on my mind, in my car, in the faces of my children. You are everywhere to me. At the places we always went. Most of all, you are in my heart. I feel you in there when you want to be gone. I feel you in my heart late at night and early every morning. I feel you camped in the very depths of my soul. I pick up the phone and dial your number before I even realize what I have done. I hang up and know that you won't be calling me back. How do I feel better ever? How do I stop crying? How do I live a life separate from you? You have been a part of me so long that I forget we are two different beings. I just don't know what to do. I sit here night after night knowing you will not be walking through the door. It hurts. I hurt. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 270 [topic] => 32 [informant] => nativesunflower4 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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