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Everything That I Hate
Contributed by
Gayla
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Friday, 25th August 2006 @ 02:26:11 AM in AEST
Topic:
EmotionalPoetry
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Please don't hate me, it's not my fault
If I could choose, I wouldn't be alive at all
For 3 years, I was so alone, surrounded by homophobes
Now I'm here, losing a friend because of my sexuality
Losing a great friend because of my personality
Left alone, AGAIN, to deal with my reality
Have you ever been everything that you hate?
Everyday I look in the mirror and remember that I'm gay.
Have you ever just wanted to ***** die?
Every morning I lay in my bed and acknowledge my insides
Everyday I got evil stares in the hallway
Everyday, same routine, I knew it wouldn't stay
If it did, I would surely die.
My friends are what kept me alive
Have you ever been everything that you hate?
Everyday I look in the mirror and remember that I'm gay.
Have you ever just wanted to ***** die?
Every morning I lay in my bed and acknowledge my insides
I'm so grateful for every friend I make
every "I love you" is a bit of confidence I take
I take it to try to build myself up
In 3 years I have learned so much
I've learned more on how to survive then succeed
Now I know how to react whenever I bleed
and now I know the things I truly need
I need to just be happy and feel alive
Live life to the fullest before I die
Next time, I won't let ignorant kids take away my pride.
Copyright ©
Gayla
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2006-08-25 02:26:11] (Date/Time posted on
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Re: Everything That I Hate
(User Rating: 1 ) by emystar on
Friday, 25th August 2006 @ 04:46:04 AM AEST (User
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You should never be ashamed of who u r.
A true friend will always be there.
huggs,
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Re: Everything That I Hate
(User Rating: 1 ) by Ruby2sdy on
Friday, 25th August 2006 @ 05:25:31 AM AEST (User
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i'm agreeing with emystar here, never be ashamed! i have a number of friends who are gay/lesbian/bisexual and in the words of them, anyone who judges you for being who you are does not deserve your friendship! I'm glad your friend shown that he was worthy of yours, and stood by you, great post!
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Re: Everything That I Hate
(User Rating: 1 ) by Gayla on
Friday, 25th August 2006 @ 05:34:58 AM AEST (User
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thanks guys! he really is a good friend, thats why i was so bothered when he started to ignore me. but i found out, he was only doing that because he liked me and he knew he could never have me. but we're good now. |
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Re: Everything That I Hate
(User Rating: 1 ) by alasdaircairns on
Friday, 25th August 2006 @ 04:05:05 PM AEST (User
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The world is changing and, here in the uk in particular, no one really cares about gay or straight-probably cos a lot of gay people are so much cooler than templated homophobes. All my gay friends are ace and you are too-and proud too! Great piece.x |
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