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[aid] => mick
[title] => the hurt I used to love
[time] => 2006-08-19 17:15:41
[hometext] => it still hurts
[bodytext] => The hurt I used to love I'm trying to pretend that it doesn't hurt. And I'm trying so hard to keep it together. Put on my face that doesn't let people in. And shoot them down one by one. If I let you in, if I let you see the damage I've done, I doubt you'd be able to fix me. I doubt that you'd make sence of this mess. And I bet you'd just hurt me again. Pull me apart, push me down. Make me feel like nothing. Give me a new face to hide behind. And most days I feel worthless. Like nothing I do will make you love me again. These feelings that you make me feel. They hurt, and they twist like the knife. Like the hurt I used to love. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 259 [topic] => 39 [informant] => surge_joebot [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Grief )
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