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[aid] => mick
[title] => Are you mad at yourself for allowing him to hurt you?
[time] => 2006-08-08 19:56:07
[hometext] => I wrote this poem to help me realize that it was time to let go
[bodytext] => Are you mad at yourself for allowing him to hurt you? If so please read this poem Because it may just sound a little familiar, and in fact may hit quite close to home Its 6:00 in the morning when he walks through the door, Smelling like a perfume that I have never worn before He says" Hi honey, how are you today?" And I said, " Just fine babe, but could you sit down, there something I would like to say." "This morning I woke up, to find that I was alone" He yells, "I tried to call you, but I couldn't find a phone!" I smiled and said, "Honey there is no need to explain, I just need you to hear me out My intentions are to talk to you, not scream and shout It hurt me a little to wake to find that you weren't here but to be honest, I was more surprised, that I didn't shed a tear And for the first time I started thinking with my head instead of my heart And I realized that this relationship has fallen apart Then suddenly I got these flash backs of our past, every time I would blink And so really I just want thank you for giving me the time this morning to think About all the times that you have played games and lied And of all the lonely night that I sat here and cried You've always done whatever it is you want, without giving me a single thought And it seems you only confess or apologize, if you get caught You've told me your not doing anything wrong, so you should be able to stay out all night And then you tell me that I am overreacting, and that I just want to fight Yet if the tables were turned you wouldn't like it one bit You would slam doors, and brake things, as you run around throwing a fit I am tired of things never being fair And I am tired of you always acting like you don't even care I am tired of you never been satisfied, and everything always being about you I have been so good to you, and I deserve someone who will treat me that way too I realized that being alone was one of my biggest fears Which is why I let you stick around here for all these years But then I remembered, that I once did it on my own And I remembered I was a lot happier when I was alone So now I think it is time that you leave And I guarantee that this is one lose, I will not grieve And trust me when I say, that one day you will see That you really did have something special, when you were with me." And as he walked out that door, I suddenly felt stronger Because I knew that this relationship, wasn't going to hurt me any longer! [comments] => 2 [counter] => 185 [topic] => 52 [informant] => babylugz [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => goodbyepoetry )
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