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[title] => To Scared to live
[time] => 2006-08-02 14:13:11
[hometext] => a bit from my journal, not really a poem but emotional none the less
[bodytext] => I dont know why im writing, guess its something i can do to put my thoughts down, let a little piece of me,part of the pain i feel day to day, fall into place on a page, because i cant seem to justify it in my mind.Iam probely the most hypocritical person you could ever meet, but most of all i cant take what i dish out.What i hate in others is what i really hate about myself.im shallow and waste my time caring about people who dont care about themselves mainly because i dont like seeing my friends get hurt....the only people that dont expect something of me, the people i push away because im scared and i can totally admitt that i am so so so scared and i dont even know what of, perhaps something unspoken, the only part thats left of me that can think straight, analyse things, perhaps act like a normal, sociable person for a few minutes instead of shying away to scared to take a breath in someones company incase they have the power to take it away from you. the fact of life is that u have to rely on yourself,because when you get hurt, depressed or scared your the only person whos not busy,but to be honest its alot more difficult to be there for yourself aswell as being hurt.im used to this though, im not good at asking for help, perhaps scared of being laughed at, made to feel inferior because thats human nature, you want to feel like you belong, like you mean something but in the end its all a scam because you are ALWAYS the one who ends up getting hurt, and you know what, there is no rainbow after a storm, ive been through so many..........i should have found it by now.
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To Scared to live
Contributed by
sam16
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Wednesday, 2nd August 2006 @ 02:13:11 PM in AEST
Topic:
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I dont know why im writing, guess its something i can do to put my thoughts down, let a little piece of me,part of the pain i feel day to day, fall into place on a page, because i cant seem to justify it in my mind.Iam probely the most hypocritical person you could ever meet, but most of all i cant take what i dish out.What i hate in others is what i really hate about myself.im shallow and waste my time caring about people who dont care about themselves mainly because i dont like seeing my friends get hurt....the only people that dont expect something of me, the people i push away because im scared and i can totally admitt that i am so so so scared and i dont even know what of, perhaps something unspoken, the only part thats left of me that can think straight, analyse things, perhaps act like a normal, sociable person for a few minutes instead of shying away to scared to take a breath in someones company incase they have the power to take it away from you. the fact of life is that u have to rely on yourself,because when you get hurt, depressed or scared your the only person whos not busy,but to be honest its alot more difficult to be there for yourself aswell as being hurt.im used to this though, im not good at asking for help, perhaps scared of being laughed at, made to feel inferior because thats human nature, you want to feel like you belong, like you mean something but in the end its all a scam because you are ALWAYS the one who ends up getting hurt, and you know what, there is no rainbow after a storm, ive been through so many..........i should have found it by now.
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Re: To Scared to live
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by Eternal_Dreamer on
Thursday, 3rd August 2006 @ 01:15:31 AM AEST
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Sam~
I know it feels like that there are no rainbows after the storm and that you always wind up getting hurt. We are put through trials in life, but it's how we cope and deal with them that matters. I have had many down days more than my share, but I still have faith and hope.
You are young and you have ur whole life in front of you. Don't dwell on past sorrows my friend, it does you no good. You need to look forward to a brighter future.
Keeping penning down ur emotions. This helps us vent and helps our wounds heal.
Chin up and all the best for the future~
warm hugs,
suzie Q |
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Re: To Scared to live
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by midian on
Thursday, 3rd August 2006 @ 09:41:12 AM AEST
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This piece i dare to say in my opinion goes beyond emotional.
this i an insight into your soul it might be human nature to laugh at others... but people make fun of and ridicule those they are jelous of.. and from the way you wrote that i can see they have a lot to be jelous about you are obviosly very talented and maybe those who have ridiculed you did so because they were jelous that you posses something they will never! |
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