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[sid] => 12363
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => Blood Summons
[time] => 2003-02-10 17:20:00
[hometext] => I just felt like lashing out at someone. Like you know when people sometimes judge you superficially, and don't even bother to make the effort of creating an actual bond. And then they think that their subjective little opinion actually counts. That 'someone' wasn't here for me to scream at so I wrote down wot I felt instead.
[bodytext] => Disregard what you think you know
About me. It's all a facade. Little and meaningless. I'm not me around you. You haven't earned the right To see the real me. You haven't respected me. You haven't Even truly liked me. I'm not anyone to you. Get out...go find another target. Some eager clueless ignoramus. It took a while to realise that I Wasted a year... Starring at a blank screen. There's nothing to you. No humanity, no feelings, no trust. Just lust and satisfying your Own needs the quickest way you can. There's no odd link. You were right when you said: "There is, was, and shall be...nothing." We're all insignificant specks of nothing. As you are. Get off that high horse! You're no better then the rest of us. Your heart is like mud...dry and barren... Yet soft and gently beating...ONLY Because it lives. I remember with distaste all the times You lost control. Remember with confusion and disbelief... How embarassed and indifferent you Became afterwards. How unwanted you made me feel. How you magically created distance Between us. And now I know what a fool you are... Because you never bothered to look deeper. Didn't care to see that there was more to me. I'm not a young naive little fool anymore. Get out! [comments] => 2 [counter] => 182 [topic] => 13 [informant] => Arwen [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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