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[sid] => 122916
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Yet again...
[time] => 2006-07-08 14:53:14
[hometext] => I'm just angry.
[bodytext] => I am stupid I am ashamed opening my heart up yet again. I have fallen into his trap and lost my senses. I ask God what was his intension? Why do I do this to myself? Why do I go there thinking things will fall back into place? You gave me hope and cherished my body. You made love to me and made me cry your name. You touched my breast as you wanted me more. You held me tight when we were in bed. How idiotic I was to fall for your words. I am mad at myself for thinking it would work again. I am mad at God for putting you in my path. I am mad at Him when I should be mad at me. I should have seen the signs. I should have heard my conscious. I should have trusted in myself. I should have respected myself. The light will shine for me again. The love will pass through my door. The beginning to an end is forgotten. The past is shut never to be opened. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 177 [topic] => 6 [informant] => europeanprincess [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 8 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => AngryPoetry )
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