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[aid] => mick
[title] => War of Heart and Mind
[time] => 2006-07-07 11:13:41
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[bodytext] => My head burst open and my thoughts spilled out I tried to scoop them up but it hurt, I heard a shout From my mouth unworthy sounds flowed to fill the gap Trying to survive this day I fell into the trap I tried to stomach all the pain pounding in my mind I suffocated myself with thoughts my heart could never find They became two seperate parts fighting a dominant war I tried to stop the raging person killing my very core It was hard to stop I had to kill what they had together That was me, it was me, I had to die forever Maybe then my heart and mind could soon find peace But now I find it's not them fighting, they are my missing piece I was so confused with my invisible thoughts, and heart I couldn't see That now I know what I didn't then, and that I didn't really know me How do you not know yourself, when you live and see your face You find out that your the stranger in every single place Do all those other people see you, know you, or even care? Of course not, of course not, They aren't really there Where are they then you ask, in the abyss you bleeding fugative They are where you can't see, but that is where they live Now call the operator, say emergency, they will soon be here To clean up what you thought was war, but really it was fear You now know what was real and what was really fake Find out what you really want then take the path of fate [comments] => 0 [counter] => 233 [topic] => 61 [informant] => hardrocker15198916 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 8 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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