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[sid] => 122715
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => I pray to die
[time] => 2006-07-04 07:30:19
[hometext] => This is a fictional poem
[bodytext] => I pray to god and beg him to let me die. Life gets harder as each day goes by. I fed a man some crab and he started getting ill. He desperately needed to take some pills. But he didn't have his pills on him and he died before the ambulance arrived. It's my fault that he's no longer alive. I didn't know that he was allergic to shellfish. I keep praying for death but will God grant my wish? I wish I would've told him it was crab before he ate it. I'm responsible for his death and I hate it. He was so young, he had just turned twenty-one. I can't live with myself after what I've done. People remind me that it was an accident and they say I shouldn't punish myself in this way. But I will still beg to die when I pray. Just two years earlier his wife gave birth to twins. Because of me, they'll never see him again. There hasn't been a day gone by that I haven't cried. If God won't end my life, should I consider suicide? [comments] => 0 [counter] => 182 [topic] => 8 [informant] => randyjohnson [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => AmericanTragedy )
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