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[sid] => 122509
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => I Miss You Friend.
[time] => 2006-06-29 13:51:46
[hometext] => this is about an old best friend who hurt me worse than anyone. it was 10 months ago and i still cried when i wrote this
[bodytext] => Its been so long But Somehow i stayed strong I miss our 8 hour phone calls Our stupid trips to the mall Our laughs and cries Our hugs goodbye We were always together Where there was one,there was the other You stayed with me til my tears dried You told me that my feelings were not something i should hide You made me believe in myself You brought me back from hell When we smoked cigarettes Never with any regrets We were closer than any sister could ever get The best person id ever met I thought we would be friends for the rest of our lives But when i got that text it was the worst shock of my life I think i actually laughed thinking it was a joke My heart instantly broke I was smiling on the outside But on the inside I think a part of me died I got in my car and came home and cried I went into shock for a while I couldnt even pretend to smile I came out of shock and cried harder than ever All the pain from the memories i remembered For 2 days not coming out of my room for anything The feeling of you still lingering I barely talked for weeks I missed you more than anyone could ever speak I lost my best friend,my sister Everyday i miss her I started drinking Dug a hole deeper and started sinking I became an alcoholic because i couldnt handle it The pain was a bottomless pit My friends watched in pity as i nearly drank myself to death I had nothing left Always drunk so i wouldnt have to deal It was taking much to long to heal I spiraled out of control With a broken soul And a shattered heart The cutting became an art Deeper and deeper each time Always pretending i was fine I think i will eventually be ok But not today I miss you still I always will Just want you to know something true You broke my heart but i forgive you I still love and miss you One day maybe it will be set right But until then i fall asleep every night Knowing that youre not in my life anymore So goodbye friend<3 Maybe someday we could start over again [comments] => 1 [counter] => 240 [topic] => 32 [informant] => liindso14 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 3 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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