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[sid] => 122390
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => restless sleep
[time] => 2006-06-27 15:33:26
[hometext] => comments and critism welcome
[bodytext] => ~an old poem that i wrote on april 14, 2005~ sleeping a restless sleep only to wake up, and begin to weep everything wrong seems to happen to me maybe i should end this and swim in deaths black sea and never have to worry about what happens then i'll know exactly how my life ends never have to see everything i hate all i need to do is pull the trigger to decide my fate or just try to live on with my life and maybe some day i'll be someones beloved wife. if i pull the trigger at this very second and see deaths hand point and becon i'll never know how something could have been and i'll never know of the sights that i could have seen i stand here holding the gun to my head i come to my senses, and lay back in my bed. i close my eyes and cry into a restless sleep only to wake up again, and continue to weep. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 160 [topic] => 65 [informant] => wolf_tamer [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => toughstuff )
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