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[sid] => 121707
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Define Me, Don't Know Me
[time] => 2006-06-13 08:11:04
[hometext] => You don't know me, so stop defining me.
[bodytext] => Excruciating pain, longed to be numbed I sleep so silently, I’m judged to be dumb. When my eyes open, I see reality If they are not, I see differently. I don’t surpass intelligence, I can’t be transform I can’t even care; weather, hail, or storm. I’m judged so easily, it’s the way I play I can’t act out what I am or what I want to say. Preferring silence, hushed deaf tunes Disregarding beauty of love and fortune. A heave of sigh, I secretly create A longing of real existence, what I’d’ve appreciate. I look down to day, it’s a dreadful sight Just loving the tender, the blanket of night. I cannot be change, whatever I am I can’t be seen, I’d rather die and be damn. Skin prickles, the touch of light Still trembling with ecstasy, the beautiful night. Close you eyes, my presence is here Do not open them whenever I’m near. Please don’t hate me for what I want Because what or who you want me to be, I just can’t. This girl will enjoy, will breathe in the scent Of loneliness, darkness, whatever sadness will lent. For the joyful moment of people around It’s not what I want, I wasn’t bound. The excruciating pain, it still hasn’t gone But never will I care, unfinished or done. Cuts, bloods, wound wills till not help It’s a bloody *****, a horrid kelp. Would it matter that I live or die? Would it matter I always lie? Can never just love, to kiss the embrace of affection Staying in the dark, living in my lone dim reflection… [comments] => 2 [counter] => 183 [topic] => 75 [informant] => marionette [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => anguished )
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