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Array ( [sid] => 120425 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => CONFUSED [time] => 2006-05-20 11:55:08 [hometext] => DIS IS JUS BOUT ME WHEN I WAS CONFUSED N DEPRESSED [bodytext] => CONFUSED

im so confused and have been for a while now ppl say i shouldnt feel like dis cuz i have it good ive got good grades a home im playin ball which i wat i wanted i guess

then why is it that every night when i go to bed i pray that i dont wake up the next mornin?

why is it that if i have it so good i cry myself to slepp and every time i see sumthin sharp i wanna take it and cut again?

im not understaning how it is that i can feel like this dont tell me its just sum kinda phase cuz i felt this way last year and sum of my friends like amanda lopez know how i was and kno tha ti neva wanna b like dat again but im headin down that road and i really dont know wat to do those that kno me kno that i wont talk to a counsler they kno that ill b uncomfordable and jus sit there and laugh!

i need help mabye i have a mental disorder or somthin where i need medical help cuz nuthin else seems to help

u can point out how good i have a million times and ill still pray that i wont wake up

most ppl think that imms spoiled brot and that i have everything so easy when u dont even kno half of it

why is it that when i have sooooooo many friends that i kno care i still feel so alone.

why do i feel like every day i want to die when there is really no reason for me to feel like this.

why do i fell like this i just wnat to b happy, no matter how hard i try i always end up feeling like this?

i just wanna b happy or i want my life to b over i kno ppl say theres a reason god gave me life theres a reason im here wat if ive already accomplished that reason?

idk wat to do ne more

all i kno is that i think i need sum kinda help?



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CONFUSED

Contributed by simmi on Saturday, 20th May 2006 @ 11:55:08 AM in AEST
Topic: self-harmpoetry



CONFUSED

im so confused and have been for a while now ppl say i shouldnt feel like dis cuz i have it good ive got good grades a home im playin ball which i wat i wanted i guess

then why is it that every night when i go to bed i pray that i dont wake up the next mornin?

why is it that if i have it so good i cry myself to slepp and every time i see sumthin sharp i wanna take it and cut again?

im not understaning how it is that i can feel like this dont tell me its just sum kinda phase cuz i felt this way last year and sum of my friends like amanda lopez know how i was and kno tha ti neva wanna b like dat again but im headin down that road and i really dont know wat to do those that kno me kno that i wont talk to a counsler they kno that ill b uncomfordable and jus sit there and laugh!

i need help mabye i have a mental disorder or somthin where i need medical help cuz nuthin else seems to help

u can point out how good i have a million times and ill still pray that i wont wake up

most ppl think that imms spoiled brot and that i have everything so easy when u dont even kno half of it

why is it that when i have sooooooo many friends that i kno care i still feel so alone.

why do i feel like every day i want to die when there is really no reason for me to feel like this.

why do i fell like this i just wnat to b happy, no matter how hard i try i always end up feeling like this?

i just wanna b happy or i want my life to b over i kno ppl say theres a reason god gave me life theres a reason im here wat if ive already accomplished that reason?

idk wat to do ne more

all i kno is that i think i need sum kinda help?







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