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[aid] => mick
[title] => chemically imbalanced
[time] => 2006-05-19 02:15:43
[hometext] => inside the poem chemically imbalanced is going down parallel its somthing i do in my work the poen is to a life long friend still having troubles with drugs since ive left the hood and this is what i wrote him for help along with other things.
[bodytext] => Conscious to my self what I became along the way of my once controlled life.- Paths through out my brain steadily remembering and keeping sane, in the beginning. Helping sanity through was My original train of thought which has derailed, in the rain life brought, lost from the tracks Entering a state of my own Brain where it seems I can’t go back, know deep within are All the mental notes of life, but open Mindedness was unlike It Always was before now it seems to be causing strife with chemicals Arranging my thoughts automatically distracting me-closing doors. In disguise as habit, control Learning to get to the panel and grab it, pinpointing the core Of my problems and stab it, for causing havocs. Even if many I cant solve yet. A Crucial point I didn’t forget Addiction: can be true if believed like anything believed by a number of minds, together it becomes a belief- the more believed in this belief is all A creation of the mind Now made reality, the point is addiction is fake. Many troubled minds believed together, telepathically they thought of the thought up addiction and our body’s adapted with our mind doing the one thing left CREATE. Not to Let this ruin you but to Cause you yourself be balanced mentally by hacking into the most sophisticated system amongst all today’s technology our mind. Letting yourself open doors Enters you in the state of control, no bull but the doors closed by the chemical you will have to enter forceful but it all is connected using even the soul. I know and you know both having done it before. You Nate will& can manage, Damaged- but repairable what obstacles seeming unbearable in our life like sobriety- knowing yet its blocked, not forgot up coming problems putting you on the spot, will always be flowing its life with only one person controlling us. Chemically imbalanced, being clouded like a storm by the obsine, the high became our norm- Balanced mind. Sobriety became our imbalanced mind because of tolerance and adapting. A withdrawal is a natural high like quitting green for a ---- minute, then smoking, that first time high. Adapt to your minds situation and overcome don’t make it more then it is or has become. re-explore sobriety don’t run. Like we did with the white stuff its dumb. I know she bored you like the other chem. The thoughts moving quickly damn I slipped I wish some one should kick me. When it was us that should kick ourselves but we still chose to dwell in that chemical valley so many times we couldn’t Talley them. To fight the peers deciding for your choice its your voice and write or do something you like For a replacement or straight up lock yourself in a basement JK Peace dog ---hit me up----- late. Antwon. [comments] => 3 [counter] => 530 [topic] => 66 [informant] => anthony [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 15 [ratings] => 4 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => drugabuse )
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