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[aid] => mick
[title] => More
[time] => 2006-04-26 17:58:26
[hometext] => If you loved me, you would see I don't deserve this.....
[bodytext] => Trying to hold it together, it never gets better. Trying so hard to fake this smile everyday. Trying to ignore you…but it’s not working…it’s just getting worse. Nightmares flood my dreams; I wake up sweating and crying. Your face haunts me like the ghost of some ignorant fool who let something wonderful go. I’m more than this….***** you if you can’t see it. Mascara can’t hide what is in these eyes. You just keep playing the same games with me. Why me? Why did you do this? Why did you make me love you when you were going to hurt me? This just isn’t getting better. I’m coming undone from the inside. Marks cover me and I can’t remember doing them… I’m just not going to be anymore. I’m more than this…why can’t you see that? Just tell me I'm worth more than what you say I am.... [comments] => 1 [counter] => 145 [topic] => 75 [informant] => MG_Akela22090 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => anguished )
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