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[aid] => mick
[title] => Where did I go?
[time] => 2006-04-26 16:46:19
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[bodytext] => I have no idea what I'm supposed to do with my life. I keep hoping something will happen that will inspire me. Make me feel enthusiastic Maybe even passionate i don't understand what happened to me I used to be so driven and ambitious Now I live day to day Only hoping to make it to yet another day As a child I never thought this is what life was like as an adult My life is passing me by and I am not living a single second of the day Why am I feeling this way? Why can I not commit my energy and efforts to something.. To something worthwhile? The highlights of an average day is enjoying a good meal and watching tv! Everything else is a chore Tell me is this normal? Is this the life everyone puts up with? Tell me what is the point of slaving away for 8 hours a day only to enjoy a good meal and tv As my ultimate reward I wish i could be inspired again And enthusiastically take on a new challenge a new dream Where do I get the fire from to burn my flame? How do I re-ignite my spark? And y did mine blow out? Can I ever get me back? [comments] => 0 [counter] => 176 [topic] => 61 [informant] => Rosemarie [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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