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[sid] => 118912
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Child X
[time] => 2006-04-24 14:27:58
[hometext] => I am planning to give this to my dad. I've talked to him before but it didn't make a difference. I hope this does alittle something.
[bodytext] => Dad, I'd talk to you personally but I know you're busy, you do alot of working these days. Since you got a new wife you've changed your whole life and it's doing more harm than good. You're always working, you're drinking alot, you go out and party too much. I miss the old you tell me what can I do to get my father back? I'm only with you six days of the month and you can't even show up then. You could atleast acknowledge I'm there pretend you care or say hello once in a while. I'd ask you if we could hang out sometime, but I already know the answer. I'm working today I'm tired I'm busy or D, all of the above. I regret I haven't said anything sooner, though i doubt it would have done any good. Somethings gone that can't be replaced our relationships falling apart. I don't want to end up like my mom and her dad. They never talk, he's a sad old drunk that blames her for everything bad. I don't want that for us, I want things to be the way they were before, but that can't be if you keep pushing away and pretending I was never born. Well dad, I'd like to talk longer, but there's just too much to say and too little words to say it. I love you, and if you love me too, you'll answer me today. Child X [comments] => 1 [counter] => 165 [topic] => 75 [informant] => Castinova [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 7 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => anguished )
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